Kinda trying for a internship.
Ran.
Did yard work.
I was okay all day but now I’m crushed.
I’m feeling just so lonely and isolated.
I have no will or drive.
Some of my friends hung out today but in pairs.
Leaves me sad bro.
I want to find love.
The last one kinda unrelated.
I cut a couple Little Birds outta my life today.
There shallow existence masked a void that is here anew.
Maybe I’ll be able to hang out with people, but my moms a doctor and works at a hospital so she’s a risk.
Empty.
This shit sucks.
To sit in solemn silence on a dull dark dock in a pestilential prison with a lifelong lock awaiting the.
Arden