Woke up early because I went to bed the same.
Did all my school work in 40 something minutes.
Due to my doing the tiniest bit of my AP comp sci project yesterday I elected to not do any today.
I ran.
I supposed to run the mile tomorrow.
I played league.
We ate thai.
We played league.
Got in a fight with Gabo but I think we resolved it.
God I fucking love him.
I’m super sad rn tho.
And angry; so fucking angry.
I don’t like isolation.
Also, little bird or whatever dumbass code name I gave her last keeps vague posting about me on her story.
I’m not sure if she’s aware that she is; or how obvious it is.
But I’m really done with the childishness, I think about her for 20 seconds when I see my story.
Then I move on to better things that didn’t make me so fucking frustrated.
Honestly now I’m just raging about her instead of whatever I complained about last.
I’m unhappy alone.
See my friends just reminds me that life isn’t normal.
I want to have a convo that’s not about corona but I can’t.
I want my AP tests to disappear and I never want to run the mile.
But more than that I want to succeed at the previous two things.
I’m tired of corona, its fine almost all the time; my emotions catch up to me at night and here I am.
Arden