I write this on the fourth; I’m procrastinating from work.
This Friday was terrible.
Eloise was sad; which in turn made me sad.
She wasn’t very communicative; unlike usual.
She says she thought nothing was wrong; that was untrue.
In whatever case; she wasn’t very nice to me and I got sad.
I got through my classes and stressed about work.
I did some work.
Went to the first Poet Society meeting.
I cooked Fettuccine Alfredo for dinner and went to run at 5.
When I got there I realized they moved the run up to 4.
I was just sad and empty; not from that; I just was.
I texted Lola and asked if I could pop on by.
I ended up skipping running and just had an emotional dump.
I feel many emotions; it was good to talk them out.
I was still sad but it helped a lot; we talked for roughly 2 hours.
I drove home; told my parents I stopped by Lola’s after running.
I ate; took a shower; watched a show; played league.
In that time Eloise opened up and we had a really good talk.
I don’t things are better; but its that time of year.
At around 10 I got online with Julian, Lola, Tatum, Zoe, and Vock.
We played Among Us and talked.
I went to bed at 1:30 feeling much better.
Arden