1/30/2020

But I say that you, with both your eyes are blind”
I don’t feel bad, just a little regretful and unconvinced.
I had finally started to catch feelings on Monday.
I appreciate this website so I can see exactly how I feel each day.
I knew this was probable; didn’t expect the exact way.
That threw me off slightly; but as she started I knew.
I wish she hadn’t kissed me a lunch.

I feel mixed about putting this in a public place.
But this was how my lifeline was designed.
I won’t blacklist anyone; she has the right to know how I feel.

I know I’ve written codes into a couple of the past posts.
I looked back.
I just wasted time; I put in work to start liking her.
It took time; I think it was day three where I wrote a song about not liking her.
I had started.
I knew why she started liking me, I knew it wasn’t genuine.
Titan: lil samsa

I won’t lie; it hurt.
It ruined my 6th period.
Now I just regret my own choices.
Titan: 1/22/2020

My parents called it.
This is learning; mostly about myself.
I can’t be mad at her; I knew everything going in.
I chose this.

I actually like Chenoah as a person a lot.
People get so weird about this; Chenoah wasn’t to bad.
Why was Mia crying?

Lola gets her first mention:
I wish she had told me.

**I refuse to edit my past posts, no matter how unfortunate they are. This was the way my lifeline was made.